Tense Upon Awakening
I was having a dream, there were my 2 kids and another, a tall woman and I were trying to get them clean, my boy had some terrible build-up behind his ears, and they were all acting bratty. I was telling my son to scrub well. He was not washing the back of his head, at all. And he didn’t appreciate my input.
Then the tall woman and I went off into the neighborhood. We were coming through someone’s yard when he arrived home with his son, I had given the boy a puzzle, but he had done it, and he wanted to trade it in for another one. I told him that would be fine.
I awoke, peaceful, happy, and gradually tension took over my chest and radiated out to my whole body. I thought, “This is what I am curing with alcohol.”
I worried intensely for a while until I reconstructed my entire plan for World Domination. I built back the idea one particle at a time until I felt okay to face the world. Really scared right now, but I know what I’m going to do, and I think it will work.
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